DIE DIE DIE! :(

this morning dont feel like waking up. eventho i got enough rest, enough sleep. but im just.. not willing to open my eyes. trying to go back to sleep. but i cant. so yeah, ended up coming online. sighs. i dont wanna recall the things about last night. :( my heart felt so empty. hais. suddenly, i hope that im blind and deaf. telling you that i love you, everything i wanna tell you. and i wont hear your rejects and watching you turn away.. i really feel like dying. :(